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Wednesday, July 29, 2009

I'm a Selfish Bitch.

I just realized yesterday how selfish I can be. My husband had to be the one to bring it to my attention. He didn't tell me I was but just something he said made me see it that way...
He is always asking me to go somewhere with him and I always have an excuse for not wanting to go. Well yesterday was no different with me. I again didn't want to go. It didn't matter that he was just going to drop off a lawnmower that he is getting fix so our grass can be cut, I just didn't want to go. Well I ended up going anyways and on the way there he said to me "one day I'm not going to be able to get you in the car and take you somewhere" in other words he was saying we are getting older and wanted to spend as much time with me as possible.
How many woman dream of a man like this? I always say no. How could I be so damn selfish and not see that he loves spending time with me no matter where he is going. I love him so much and don't realize sometimes what a loving and caring man I have. I hear my friends say all the time " he never wants to do anything with me or the family". Have I lost my mind? I have every womans dream man right in front of me.
I will not let my man down and will give him my everything. If it's just riding to the store I will be there by his side because that is exactlly where he is. By mine...

I love you baby with all my heart. You are a wondeful man and I know women around the world would envy me for what I have.....YOU!

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